Today, like so many others I needed the girl I love to be there for me, but she doesn't exist anymore, at least not where I know to look…you see even when the people you love move on or fade out or leave or change you still love them, it's just that the people you associated them with aren't the same anymore. Some weeks ago the girl I loved for so long left me, and then she came back and stepped on my heart until I couldn't take it anymore, so there is an absolute radio silence, and the f-ed up thing is that I still love the girl I did before, I just love someone I haven't met yet, and might never get to, the girl that left me isn't the girl I love, and I am not the boy that loved her, but those people still exist somewhere else in the universe, and I owe it to myself to be the very best version of myself so that when I meet the people I should be around I am worth their sticking around, to find someone you love you've got to be someone you love…
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