The way out is straight and fast, that's not new. But the real point of the book is how to survive the labyrinth. i like it, i like the idea that forgiveness is the way to cope with with life and loss. but the things is i have never been any good at that i just box the labyrinth, and any other feeling i have and a little box and hide it.
i don't react to emotions the normal way and i don't face things. not towards me or anyone else.
people say that i am unforgiving, and i am. i expect highly of myself and anyone i consider trustworthy. just like i wouldn't forgive me i wouldn't forgive anyone else just like 'that'. people have to prove that they've learnt from their mistakes to be forgiven, they need to prove that they are better. forgiveness that is arbitrary is not sincere and when i forgive someone i want to mean it not just say it.
so that's my point, sometimes you need to be stuck, suffering, in the labyrinth in order to earn your survival.
i don't react to emotions the normal way and i don't face things. not towards me or anyone else.
people say that i am unforgiving, and i am. i expect highly of myself and anyone i consider trustworthy. just like i wouldn't forgive me i wouldn't forgive anyone else just like 'that'. people have to prove that they've learnt from their mistakes to be forgiven, they need to prove that they are better. forgiveness that is arbitrary is not sincere and when i forgive someone i want to mean it not just say it.
so that's my point, sometimes you need to be stuck, suffering, in the labyrinth in order to earn your survival.
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